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um. huh.


 So. I was dicking around on Facebook, and I decided to look up Jay. I know. I know. It's been a while. But I posed something up on tumblr and I thought of him, so I decided to take a peak.

He's here. On the island. Been here since Monday or some such thing. And I just looked at this picture of a car he had taken a picture of while he was here and all I could think of was... He doesnt even know if I'm alright. If the cancer is all gone. If i've adjusted to all the changes in my life. And he never once emailed or called or texted or nothing to see if i was ok. and i'm a little hurt by this because.... i am. but mostly confused. if i knew someone had cancer, and they were someone that i was very very close to, i would check in, even if it meant, facing some pretty uncomfortable things that happened between us. but, to not even be curious? or anything? 

i honestly, truly do not know how to feel about this. 
 
but it does put into perspective where i stand in  his life, and if/when he thinks of me.
 
basically never. 

Um...... Huh. 

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